Monday, February 21, 2005
...It takes my pain away <3
yeahh soo last couple of nights have been fun. last night went to the movies with a bunch of awesome poeple haha yeahh it was fun me and hannah were spying on janelle and then at the end these scary people were being mean they were calling dustin a pimp and me and devin hoes i was like ahh haha then afterwards my dad dropped devin and nicole off then i slept over danielles it was fun. we havent hung out in like forever goshh i love her haha well yeah today we woke up and were going to go outside in the snow but she didnt have extra stuff for me so we watched you got served haha so gangster then i came home to work on my project but ended up sleeping the whole day cause i think i have the flu or something so i still dont feel good. soo yeah crazii times tomorrow prolly trying to finish my project, ill update this thing laterr...you guys are very bad with the comments lol
ohh i got this from jess's xanga haha funn
Age: 0-5 [Toddler]
when were you born? jan 21st
What was your first word?: hmm no clue
What was your favorite television show?: hmm winne the pooh lol
What was your favorite movie?: hmm i thought barney was the bomb and i liked thumbelina haha
.Do you have any siblings?:yeahh a brother
If so, give their names and ages: nick hes 15
Did you have any pets?: hmm a cat and a dog
Did you have a best friend? aww yupp erica was my first then hayley and katelyn
Did you have a favorite relative?:haha prolly one of my cousins
What is the most memorable moment from these years?:hmm prolly playing with barbies<3 haha
Age: 6-12 [Childhood/Pre-teen]
What was the name of your elementary school?: andover morris in pburg
Did you get a boyfriend/girlfriend during any of these years? haha yeah i forget his name though
What was your favorite year of elementary school? hmm prolly 5th
Who was your favorite teacher?:hmm Miss I
Who was your least favorite teacher?: hmm this one math teacher i had
What was the reason for your first detention?: i was totally a good child
Who was your best friend during these years?: Katelyn,Nicole,Erica,and Hayley
What was your favorite television show?:hmm prolly winnie the pooh still
What was your favorite movie?:hmm dont remember
What was your favorite song?: haha who knows
What is the most memorable moment from these years: i have no clue
Age: 13-16 [Teenager]
What junior-high school did/are you go(ing) to?: nazareth middle school
What high school did/are you go(ing) to?: nazareth high school
Who was/are your best friend(s)?:hmm erica hayley katelyn devin amanda danielle alison emma f. emma b. hannah lauren janelle hmm yeah bunch of others
What was your favorite class?: dont know
Who was/is your favorite teacher?: coyne or heater rocked last year
Who was/is your least favorite teacher?: definately elias
Who was/is your boyfriend/girlfriend during these years?: hmm brian for like 15 times hahaha judah for like a day someone else and adam now
What was/is your most prized possession?hmm no clue
Were you ever suspended or expelled? Why?: nope
Were/are you still a virgin during these years?: heck yess
What was/is your favorite television show?: haha prolly something on mtv, sex in the city rocks too
What was/is your favorite movie?: save the last dance and nightmare before christmas
What was/is your favorite song?: dont have one love them all
What is the most memorable moment from these years?: i dont know haha i cant think of one
R.I.P Martin forever remembered <3
Posted at 05:40 pm by melissa1
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
ThEwOrDSiiPrAy: to say b*tch in argentinian language ..its BICHO
hahah im writing in this thing again cause im hyper and i had to put that in there, devin is talking to gay argentina people gosh do i love her<3
Posted at 07:36 pm by melissa1
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...welcome to breakdown <3
And you lied to the angels
Said I stabbed you to death ... </3
heyy people yeahh so yesterday and thursday were nothing special hmm thursday manda came over i think haha i forget then yesterday school was pretty gay then came home and got ready for the lock in even though i missed my fh game yeahh but the girls wonn lol anyway went to the lock in with emma it was soo much fun there were alot of people that i love there haha dont feel like listing them. yeah i think im getting a gay cold though so im just going to go to bed and hopefully work on my ss project today that like i didnt even start on but yeah tomorrow is going to be funn going to church in the morning yeah not that fun but then coming home another game then getting ready then going to the movies with people then sleeping over danielles, soo excited havent hung out with danielle in such a long time haha yeah ill write in here maybe tomorrow?
aww shelbs you did the best okay i loverr you*
R.I.P Martin never forgotten and constantly on our minds<3
Posted at 09:23 am by melissa1
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
Blue Skies, Broken Hearts... Next 12 Exits
There are things that used to make me smile
One of them was you for just a little while
You left me for dead so far away
I replaced you with fear and shame
You'll be happy on the day I die
There are things that used to make me laugh
But now they're deeply buried in the past
I left them there so far away
Replaced my humor with my pain
I'll be happy on the day it dies
Remember when I said I love you
Well, forget it I take it back
I was just a stupid kid back then
I take back every word that I said
-alkaline trio
yeahh so today and yesterday werent really anything..hm went to school hayley beat me up haha you biotch and then manda came over yesterday yeah we just hung out and devin couldnt but thats okay cause we still love her, then today hmm came home and i have to work on that stupid ss thing and then dance later tonight even though amanda said i missed alot haha but i get to talk to her which we like never can so thats hott. and yeahh dont know whats up for the rest of the week so write in laterr*
R.I.P Martin you are forever in our hearts, everyone misses you
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EM! I LOVEE YOUU
yeah write comments you guys are getting boring =)
Posted at 01:48 pm by melissa1
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Monday, February 14, 2005
...yeahh it was valentines day
Happy Valentines Day
suckiest holiday ever? haha
yeah well today was okay and normal. some people went to the funeral it was really sad. emma im always here and anyone else, i love you guys<3 me and noah had a poking contest haha it was funny. yeah and then we got carnations which was cool then adam gave me a dozen roses which was really sweet<3 yeahh so be back later...feel better teeney!
yeah i borrowed this from devin cause i love her alot**
i am not: having fun lol bored as anythingg
i hurt: because of people
i love: youu*
i hate: no onee
i hope: to find myself
i hear: hmm my brother music playing?
i crave: gumm<3 imagine that
i regret: alot of things
i cry: when im upset
i care: about everyone**
i always: will listen
i long to: reach into your heart
i feel alone: when im alone?haha trickyy one
i listen: if you want me to
i hide: when i'm scared and alone
i drive: myself crazy someytimes
i sing: haha in the shower baby
i dance: alot like no ones watching
i write: nothing really
i breathe: deeply
i play: nothing
i miss: alot of things
i search: for love and hope
i learn: to except what i have and what goes on
i feel: bored?
i know: the feeling of regret
i say: what i want to
i succeed: when i work hard
i fail: when i dont try
i dream: about the old lifee
i sleep: in a dream
i wonder: what you think
i want: you to want me haha sorry funn song
i worry: constantly
i have: fear of death alott
i give: everything i have
i fight: until i win!
i wait: forever
i need: your love
i am: thinking of you
i think: about life
i can't help the fact that: i cant let my feelings out
i stay: myself no matter what
R.I.P. - forever missed and loved
Posted at 05:42 pm by melissa1
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Saturday, February 12, 2005
... And will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head <3
So bury me in memory
His smile’s your rope
So wrap it tight around your throat
-- Fallout Boy <3
heyy yeahh so im updating this again before i leave, well last night was the dance ahh it was pretty boring and like i didnt really feel good so whatever then left and went to nessas with manda, kristana and devin and slept over there, just talked and stuff fun night<33 then today im going to camelback to snowboard, im not in the mood though. then tomorrow i have to wake up real early and go to church for something i forget what though and then i have to go to my aunts and i really wanted to go to the basketball game ahh! well yeah so i gtg pack now, ill update this laterr..
R.I.P. Martin - you are forever missed
you're such a sucker for a sweet talkerr...
Please whisper in my ear and tell me that everything is okay...
Posted at 09:49 am by melissa1
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Friday, February 11, 2005
your love keeps me on the edge...
yeah well teeney made this for me, which i am very grateful lol i sure do love her <3 the last days have been pretty bad and i dont feel like talking about it... well tonight is the dance and im getting ready at devos with manda and nessa then going to the thing ahh even though they suck then sleeeping over nessas afterwards...cant wait i love you girls... well ill update this thing later if i know how lol...
R.I.P Martin, and I pray for all his family and friends, im really sorry
wow some of the bestest friends can be the biggest backstabbers!!
I remember waiting for you to come
I remember waiting for you to call
Waiting there for find nothing at all...
I swear the world is made of plastic and all of you are just Barbies
--- haha sorry teeney i had to take it from you!
... <3
Posted at 01:06 pm by melissa1
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teeney MADE This for me!!
Yeah teeney is the best and yepp she made thiss!!
Ha by Teeney
Posted at 05:34 am by melissa1
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